Happy Halloween!!!

Monday, July 31, 2006

Gusto ko lang sabihing...

Masakit.

Para bang tumatae ka at napakalaki ng tae na hindi magkasya sa butas ng puwet kaya unti-unti mong inilalabas at dahan dahang nababanat yung butas habang napapaluha ka na sa sakit. At pagkatapos noon, kapag nakaraos ka na, nandoon pa rin yung kirot. At alam mong babalik ang sakit kapag tumae ka ulit nang ganoon kalaki.

Wala lang, ganoon lang ang pakiramdam ko ngayon, kahit malambot naman ang tae ko kanina.

Happy Birthday Harry and J.K.Rowling!

Born as the seventh month dies...

It's the 31st of July, the last day of the seventh month of the year. As the prophecy indicated, it's Harry's birthday (the fictional character, not Dan)!!! Well, it also meant Neville, who had his birthday two days ago, July 29!!! Yey! I just wanna greet the both of them a happy happy birthday! (If they're still alive, that is.)

And of course, my personal hero, J.K. Rowling (rhymes with bowling) turns 41 today. Wish you all the best, Jo! You deserve it for coming up with the best books ever!!!

I Love This Song

This is a song by Switchfoot, a Christian band. I love their songs. This one...the lyrics are so true. So so true. I feel like this every day. And the melody is just so simple and pure that it highlights the meaning of the song, making it even more beautiful. I want to suggest this as an invocation song...or maybe a mass song? Hmm. It really fits. It's just great.

Let That Be Enough
I wish I had what I need
To be on my own
'Cause I feel so defeated
And I'm feeling alone
And it all seems so helpless
And I have no plans
I'm a plane in the sunset
With nowhere to land
And all I see
It could never make me happy
And all my sand castles
Spend their time collapsing
Let me know that You hear me
Let me know Your touch
Let me know that You love me
Let that be enough
It's my birthday tomorrow
No one here could know
I was born this Thursday
22 years ago
And I feel stuck
Watching history repeating
Yeah, who am I?
Just a kid who knows he's needy
Let me know that You hear me
Let me know Your touch
Let me know that You love me
And let that be enough

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Have I Ever?

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Yes.
Have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night
Uhuh.
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Kind of...
Have you ever
Oo.
Have you ever
Oo nga.
Have you ever been in love
Yata...
Been in love so bad you'd do anything to make them understand
Totoo.
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
Yes, him.
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
EXACTLY.
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart but you don't know what to say
Yup.
And you don't know where to start
Yeah...
Have you ever found the one you've dreamed of all of your life
Si ___ nga.
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Hay...
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Siya.
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Ayaw niya eh.
Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there
Every fucking day.
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
Lagi nalang...
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
Anu nga ba?
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
Ewan.
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Di ko alam.
Gotta get you in my world 'Cuz baby I can't sleep
...

Friday, July 28, 2006

Sinong Matanda???

Pasensiya na sa mga hindi makakaintindi neto... trip ko lang gamitin ang wikang Filipino... Sabagay, hindi rin naman maiintindihan ng mga Ingles lang ang salita itong paumanhin ko, abong saysay diba? Haha! Pampahaba lang ng sulatin.

Wala lang, opisyal na, ako ay disinuwebe na (tama ba ang aking pagbaybay?). Hay. Hindi ko pa nararamdaman. Pero nadadama ko na na tumatanda na ako. Nakakainis! Ewan ko ba, mas masaya maging disiotso kasi tipong oo nasa ligal na edad ka nanga ngunit kakatapak mo palang sa palapag na iyon kaya may lusot ka pa sa mga bagay-bagay. Pero ngayon, napagdaanan ko na ang isang taon ng pagkamatanda, kaya parang mapipilitan na akong magpakatino. Pero meron pa akong palusot. Nasa "teen" pa naman ako, at huling taon ko na ito para maging loko-loko. Hmm. Ano kayang pwedeng gawin?

Hay, ang pinakamasaya ko talagang edad ay noong didisiyete ako. Wala lang, masaya lang talaga.

O sige, ako'y inaantok na, naluluha na ako sa antok. Pero kailangan ko pang tapusin itong lecheng kuwento na ginagawa ko na hindi ko matapos-tapos! Nasa ikalabimpitong kabanata na ako, sana naman matapos ko na kahit iyong kabanata na lang iyon. Papatayin ako ni Kutitay, matagal ko na sakanyang pinagmamalaki iyon eh, tapos di pa niya mababasa. Whek.

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

I Wish...!!!


Okay, I'm going to expose my secret "jologs" side and reveal that I watch the Filipino teleserye Bituing Walang Ningning. Actually, I started watching it because the people downstairs do, and I have to go down to have dinner, and the remote control of the TV there doesn't work, and I'm too lazy to get up and switch the channel, so I just watch it with them.

The other reason I watch it is because of Ryan Agoncillo. He's uber uber uber cute. He has this aristocratic look, always neat and has a to-die-for smile. Before, yeah, I did like him already but not that much. I was even a bit afronted when I discovered that people started calling him teh Pinoy Harry Potter (because he kinda resembles Dan...) but now, I don't mind. He's not chipipay like the other actors. Ryan's got class.

Well, in the teleserye, he plays an executive of a big music company. His #1 talent, Sarah Geronimo, is turning 18 and she asks him to be her escort in her debut party.

Wala lang, I've had mine last year, and I'm not complaining about my escort...(guest of honor nga kita eh!!!) But imagining now, if Ryan was my escort that night... Like what Sarah Geronimo said, "Siya nga yung perfect prince charming ko eh."

He's just so...yeah. Prince Charming-y.

YEHEY!!!

Finally, after torturing myself over it for 4 long days, I've finally completed Chapter 16!!! Woohoo!!!!!!!! Drinks all around!

So now I'm off to rack my brain for Chapter 17. Help me please. I'm not sure if I'd reach until 20, I think not, unless something flows out of my head again.

On another happy note, my friend introduced me to Wikimapia, a sort of Google Earth thing. I finally found my roof! Hooray!!!

Okay, now I'm really off to Chapter 17. I need to finish this by Friday so that everybody can read it already!

One year and nine days ago...

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince was released.

It was a Saturday, and I was at home in all giddiness, waiting for the delivery of my copy. I regretted having it delivered because it took the delivery guy until 1 PM and I missed all the joys of the release party. Still, when I got the book, I ran stright to my room and spent two days lying on my bed with my nose buried in HBP.

Well...what's with all this reminiscing? Nothing. I just want to announce that HBP's paperback version has been released weeks ago here in the Philippines. It's around 400 pesos so go buy now!!!

OotP the movie, as Mugglenet said, would be released next year on July 15th. Can't wait!!!

Hidden Girly-girl Side

The blessing of suspension of classes was bestowed upon us, college students. (and also for tomorrow...well, it's already the 25th so yeah, later we don't have classes either)

I went to Shangrila mall to shop because the whole place is at sale mode. I was really excited to go to MNG for the 70% off, and there really are 70% off items, but also, 70% of the shop's stock had gone, too. Being on the big side, I didn't find anything that fit me.

I went to M&S 'coz my brother asked me to buy him a belt. I did. As I was walking out, I saw the shoe rack and decided to poke around. I was surprised that they had my size (a 10, size 41 euro, 7 1/2 uk). They were black pumps, and I really really need/want black pumps now ;coz my old one is so battered it's embarrassing to wear. They fit nicely. I also found an open-toed one. It was oh so lovely and looks great on my chubby feet. They made them look sexy. I was dying to swipe them but they cost 3,500 pesos. That's like, almost a month's allowance. I had to drag myself away from the shop. I sooo want to get those sexy shoes.

So I went to search for the big-sized stores. Faro was gone from it's place. I 'm not sure if they moved to another floor or something, I didn't check the second one, I think. But Tubby was still there. It's my home (I am hoping to be the model. I mean, come on, aren't I fat enough?!) so I went in, my worries comforted because I'm sure they'd cater to my needs.

How wrong I was.

I really need pants because everything I own now are falling off when I walk in them. I prefer denims because they're more durable and amiable with other clothing. But all the denims they had were in Small and XXXL. I'm somewhere between XL and XXL. They didn't have any left. Grr! So I found these really cute pink pair, corduroy, I think? I don't really wear that sort of fabric but hey, I welcome new things. The fitting sucked. So I just bought this cute shirt that says "Drama Queen" in front. Thinking back now, I shouldn't have bought it 'coz I don't really need it and I'm paying for the swipes on the card. Argh. All my birthday money will be gone in a blink of an eye.

I passed by shoe shops and decided to drop in and look around in one of them. Really really cute shoes. I've been wanting flats for so long but I never found ones that fit. I get tired of wearing the same old flip flops and my good ol' Chucks to school. It's time for change. And besides, flats look uber cute on capris. I tried several on, but nothing worked. All I got were throbbing feet. Then I went to this next shoe store named Pretty Fit. I wasn't seriously considering buying one, just snooping around. I saw this pair of purple flats that's size 41. Yipee! I decided to look for styles I liked, thinking that they'd have it in 41. And they're 70% off! But almost all of the shoes displayed are last pairs, so I got the purple ones and a baby blue pair with a bow on top. They weren't really the ones that caught my eye, but now, looking at them lying neatly on my floor, I'm thankful that I bought them.

New shoes!!! And both of them only cost 1,400 pesos! Hello! Great buy!

And so I called the driver to bring me home. I had to wait a bit, so I walked on and saw this high-end department store section. They were on sale, too, so I looked around. I found a great pair of capris and went to fit them. The salesperson handed me a couple more pairs of capris on sale. I thought they were the same kind but no. The one I got fit me snuggly and really showed off my curves. I actually looked like a girl. The ones on sale were really loose and baggy but okay. I'm so frustrated because the one I got cost 2,100 pesos, and the ones on sale were only 1,300. Why did they have to cost less and look worse?!?!?!

I am still frustrated about that until now.

I am so going back there...okay, maybe not, because I'll not have the money, ever.

Way to go, self-control.

Monday, July 24, 2006

WALANG PASOK!!!

Okay, it's official. Classes are suspended tomorrow because of...I don't really know. Maybe because of the SONA (State of the Nation Address) or because of the nonstop rain today. Whatever it is, I'm freaking happy about it.

So now I'm watching "Win A Date With Tad Hamilton", a really cheesy chick flick that's so predictable. So "film critics" would say that it's one of the suckiest movies there is, but whateveer. I love it. I live in my own little unrealistic world because the real one sucks, and this movie is just part of the first one.

I wish it were me and LDW...and then we live happily ever after. Woohoo!!!

So I still have half of chapter 16 to finish and it's almost 2 AM. I don't know why, but I get good brainwaves this time of night (though I'm really sleepy right now). I'm excited to finish this thing. A couple of new people actually commented on it and said it was great. I am beyond happy. I hope they read it to the end. I think this is going to be better than alright. I hope so.

Well, more later. I have to fix my thoughts!

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Good Morning!

I just wanna greet everyone a good good great morning!

I still am really really drowsy. I'm typing this with half my brain not functioning, so please excuse whatever typos I might commit.

My Yahoo Messenger isn't working properly, and I think I need to restart my PC or something...

I've come up with a really good (well, for me at least) storyline for the story and I can't wait to be fully awake so I can go type it up and finish this whole thing already. It's been almost a month!

I still can't remember the title of American Hi-Fi's song that I keep on hearing on the radio...I love it.

Toodles for the mo, I'm going back to sleepy-bye-bye lang until around 10 or 11 AM...

More nonesense later!!!

Rain! Yey!

I'm sorry if I keep popping up every hour for updates on my stupid thoughts... It seems that I can't stop typing although my head is throbbing and my eyelids are screaming SHUT ME!!! for the past two hours or so.

Well, I would just like to announce that it's raining right now. I get giddy when it rains, I don't know why, I just love it.

Except if I get caught in it without an umbrella.

And I've got this humongous pimple under my chin, and I kind of popped it. Now it's oozing out some kind of clear liquid. (I know, I'm disgusting. Why am I telling you this?!)

At the same time, I'm wondering why my initial plan of 5-6 chapters became 20. Why? Maybe I just can't help the flow of creative juices in my brain. Way to go, right hemisphere.

So now, I'm going back to chapter 16. I'm waiting for my McNuggets. Thank goodness for McDonald's 24-hour deliery, although I'd prefer a Sundae now. Craving, craving...

To anybody who'd bother, HERE'S THE LINK to the story I won't shut up about.

Birthday greeting

I just want to greet Daniel Radcliffe, the boy who plays Harry Potter in the movies, a very very happy 17th birthday (now I feel old)! Thanks for sticking with Harry, and I'm proud of him for stepping up to the challenges of his role, for Harry is a very complex and unpredictable character, and still he manages to be him (I sound weird, don't I?).

17 was a great year for me Dan, hope it will be for you, too...

Anyway, this is him, for those who lived under a rock for the past six years and doesn't know what he looks like.

As Harry


















Out of Harry

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Baby Doggie!

Wala lang! I'm just happy! My doggie is well! Woohoo! He's been sick for months, and about a week ago he went under the knife (something about his intestines was wrong; he actually swallowed a stone) and for days he was just lying there with pus oozing out of his belly....

And now he's up and bugging us at the dinner table again!

I love Dinggers!!!

I am so happy I...

Posted twice today! Woohoo!

Well, okay, I just really missed my internet connection (haven't had it for almost two weeks) and with all this talk about blogging in class, I missed this blog. (aw...)

I haven't been writing on my diary either, so...all my stuff aren't documented. Haha! So here I go!

Today wasn't bad. First of all, I had free breakfast! (salamat sayo tocino! happy bday!) Saturday class was okay enough. I got home in time to see my future prince charming LDW (check previous posts for details) on a game show. He is just sooo CUTE and...just dreamy... I am sooo in love with him... way to fuel my story!

About that, extra happy points for a new comment on my story! And it came from someone I don't know, and it felt great knowing that someone was actually reading the product of many sleepless nights (and sacrificed study time). I hope to finish it before next weekend. I'm almost there.

Today and tomorrow, Jack TV's hosting WWE Fasttrack. It's a 3-episode marathon of Raw and Smackdown nad Bottomline and Velocity. Six hours of pure wrestling entertainment...(haters, just shut it). I kinda forgot about it (it started around 1 PM) and I fell asleep until about an hour ago. I wish they'd show that all day. Oh well, there's still one tomorrow!

So yeah, that's all for now. I'm presently confronted with a humongous Tobleron bar and the coming back of Batista so...

On to Chapter 16 and beyond!

Feeling Shitty

Wow, another month had passed. Well, almost.

Sigh.

It's almost 3 AM and I'm still awake. I have to get to school at around 6:30 AM tomorrow. What the hell am I doing up?

One thing, I'm finishing the freaking story I was plugging in the previous post. Yeah, I thought a week should do it, but it's almost a month and I haven't finished yet. It's looking like it'll extend until 20 chapters. Great.

I can't really be vivid here because blog hunters prawl in the shadows. They might see this, and identify me as me, so I can't really diss any real people here. All I wanna say is, well, related to the title. This afternoon, in school, I was doodling, and suddenly I got called for recitation. I had no idea what I was going to say. I tell you, the person standing in front wasn't someone you'd gladly have tea with, if you know what I mean. So yeah, I hope I didn't get on that person's bad side, or else I might me looking into summer school as early as this month. I'm kinda scared, so I'm feeling shitty. It's my fault I let my head float in the clouds, knowing that someone's bound to be watching me. I'll keep my nose clean this time and pay attention and never be late again (except maybe on tuesdays and thursdays).

On a happier note, Lee Dong Wook, my love, is here in my home country. I am ecstatic! I'm planning on finding out where he's staying and stalk him until he leaves, but, that's Julianne's work (if you haven't read the story I plugged, you wouldn't know what I'm talking about so go click it now!). I need a Kash to be with me, and hopefully get that snowy moonlight kiss, too. But we don't have snow here so...so much for that.

I've got a new phone, nothing fancy, but it has a camera so I'm uber happy with it. Finally, after a year and a half of being left behind in techies, I'm finally back in the game. That mobile phone photo contest just sounded a bit more interesting now that I have the cam phone.

Anyhoo, toodleoo to all of you. I need to shut my eyes now 'coz my head is starting to throb. Hoorah for the newly-fixed internet connection.

'Til next!