Bored at the Seminar

Written yesterday when I was typing with my eyes closed - caffein+sugar didn't help my sleepiness.

April 3, 2009

2:40PM

Friday

Goodness. Inaantok na ako sobra. I'm here at a seminar about graphic design and stuff. The instructor is currently talking about how to work Dreamweaver. It's interesting and all pero parang ugh FrontPage lang siya. Ang basic, kung magsearch ka lang sa internet tutorials malalaman mo na lahat. Inaantok na talaga ako. Napapapikit na ako. I just wana slump down on my table and snooze. I only had almost 2 hours of sleep kanina. And walang wifi! Goodness. This is so annoying. Nadelay yung download schedule ko. I'm aiming for at least 10 fun movies to bring to Taiwan. Puro kasi sci-fi yun andito sa akin. Not that I don't enjoy them. I think Firefly is awesome. Pero minsan kelangan ko muna ng pasakali in the form of romantic comedies or family movies bago ako manood ng kailangan kong pakinggan nang mabuti. Kaso WALANG WIFI wtf. Merong nadedetect pero password protected. Sana merong software na nakakadecrypt ng passwords ng wifi. Grr. 

Sabi sa papel 4:30 daw matatapos pero sabi nila 6 daw. Kung 6 ito matatapos mamamatay na ako. Makakatulog ako AS IN. Gusto ko na talaga makinig ng iPod pero siyempre pinipigilan ko. Naglakad na ako sa labas at lahat eh pero ayan inaantok pa rin ako. Dapat siguro naghilamos ako. O kaya nagkape. O kaya naghilamos ng mainit na kape para talagang gising na gising! 

Natetempt na rin akong panoorin yung huling episode ng Supernatural. Nakakabitin kasi kagabi. Kailagan ko na uminom ng kape. Please.

Corner of Your Heart (Ingrid Michealson)

I've always wanted to do this. :) Samwyn (my iPod) is excited!

Grabbed from Mysh's Multiply Blog...

1. Put your iPod (or MP3 player, iTunes, etc.) on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
I Want Candy (Go Gos)

Hehe. Ano yan. Well, I love sweets naman. :)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
The Music of the Night (Phantom of the Opera Soundtrack)

what does this mean?

Nighttime sharpens

heightens each sensation

darkness stirs

and peaks imagination

silently the senses abandon their defenses

This means I'm creative and irrational. Hahaha. Give in to the desires!!! O kaya uto-uto ako.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A BOY?
Spellbound (ACDC)

Spellbound, my world keeps a tumbling down

Hmm. Either this means that I want a wizard or like, prince charming. Lol. Sort of accurate. Ah fooey. I guess this means I want someone who'll sweeo me off my feet. :)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Somewhere Only We Know (Keane)

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Wow. The purpose of my life is to be heartbroken. Yey me.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Song Yet to be Sung (Perry Farrell)

You're at the jubilee,or you're all alone
Because the more, the merrier it sound
My friends, everybody, they all tell me so
From the heights, from the heights of saiyon
ohhh yeah, whisper in your ear
We got to play on, what a designery
A little bit of song, the song yet to be sung

I don't get it. Hmm. Well, I think it denotes a kind of "happy-go-lucky" feel. Well, I'm kinda like that. You know, enjoy life. Life, the world, ourselves, all not yet complete. We're all songs yet to be sung. Naks. I managed to bring some philo in it!!!

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
I Can See Clearly Now (Johnny Nash)

I can see clearly now, the rain is gone,
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It’s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.

My friends think of me as a sun-shiny person?! Wow. Totally not what I thought. But that's good though. :)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Just A Ride (Jem)

Truth, we don't wanna hear
It's too much to take
Don't like to feel out of control
So we make our plans
Ten times a day
And when they don't go
our way we

Breakdown
Yeah we breakdown
Well don't you breakdown
Listen to me
Because

It's just a ride, it's just a ride
no need to run, no need to hide
It'll take you round and round
Sometimes you're up
sometimes you're down
It's just a ride, it's just a ride
don't be scared
don't hide your eyes
It may feel so real inside
but don't forget it's just a ride

Ah yes. I always worry about everything. Not that I'm this positive about it. Maybe I need to. Right now I'm freaking out about graduating and having to be responsible for myself.

WHAT IS 2+2?
Who Made You (ACDC)

Who made who, who made you?
Who made who, ain't nobody told you?
Who made who, who made you?
If you made them and they made you
Who picked up the bill, and who made who? (or who picked up the glue,...)

In simpler terms: I hate math. Lol. Or it just confuses me. I remember my high school math teacher saying, "The goal of Math is not to make simple things complicated, but to make complicated things simple."

Easy for him to say, his the second best mathematician in the country (well, he's out of the country now so I don't know anymore).

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Again & Again (The Bird and the Bee)

Say my name, say my name, say my stupid name?
Its stupid how we always seem to do it again, oh.

Youre so stupid and perfect and stupid and perfect.
I hate you, I want you, I hate you, I hate you, oh.
Again, again, again, again.

Ooookaaay. It's lucky I don't have a specific best friend.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Searchlights (David Cook)

Where did you hide yourself
For these searchlights are growing dim
I know this isn't much to recollect
Better now to close this puppet show
And say that it's the end
But for me,
Could you ready yourself
And hold on for a moment?
Just for me,
Could you bury it all
And hold on to this moment?

You made me fall forever
With no end in sight
When everything around is broken
Could you say that this felt right?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. No. Really. No.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Waiting For Your Letter (The Cary Brothers)

I need you to justify
All of the darkest things
I need to know why
You left the best of me

I need an apology
I need it without the salt
I need it to fix me
I'm thinkin it's all my fault

Show me the answers
And show me the ways
With a voice that's understanding
Where the mornings last for days
The things I want to tell you
The beats that I could drop
With a voice that's understanding
Time is ours to stop

My life story is, according to this meme, basically bitter and pathetic. Sigh. Oh and this definitely reminds me of something, especially the first stanza above... hehe. Still bitter about that.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Prologue (Phantom of the Opera)

Basically this part is the first scene of the movie when they're auctioning off the remnants of the opera house. The highlight is the chandelier that fell in the fire. The auctioner (?) said that it was mysterious because of the phantom. Blah.

So yeah. I think "mysterious" then. Haha. If it were still him then, yeah, pretty accurate.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Sister Disco (The Who)

Bye, goodbye Sister Disco, Now I go
I go where the music where the music fits my soul
And I, I will never let go, I'll never let go
'Til the echo of the street fight has dissolved

I will choose nightmares and cold stormy seas
I will take over your grief and disease
I'll stay beside you and comfort your soul
When you are lonely and broken and old

I have no idea how to explain this. Either my parents think me a trashy girl or that they left their "disco" days because they had to take care of me. Aw. I'll take the latter.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Bud Light Real Men of Genius: Mr. Supermarket Produce Putter-Outter

You have perhaps the greatest job known to man: squeezing giant melons...

Hahahaha. I would LOVE to dance to this if ever I have a wedding.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
What You're Doing (The Beatles)

Look what you're doing, I'm feeling blue and lonely
Would it be too much to ask you
What you're doing to me?

I've been waiting here for you
Wond'ring what you're gonna do
Should you need a love that's true
It's me

Hahahahaha! I'm gonna haunt you all!!!!!

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
I'm A Human (Flashlight Brown)

Staying in, fading fast
Call some friends, have a laugh
About the things we used to think were coming

Stories same, nothing fits
Get in late, call it quits
Just as my paranoia comes to feed me

Lazy days, empty nights
I'm alone, but that's alright, i'm taking over this world on my own time

Ah, yes, definitely. Call some friends, have a laugh about the things we used to think were coming...stories same. Yes. We always do that. And for me, the lazy days and empty nights. And yes, I'm going to take over this world on my own time. Just wait and see.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Fat Lip (Sum 41)

'Cuz we like havin' fun at other people's expense and
Cuttin' people down is just a minor offense then
It's none of your concern, I guess I'll never learn
I'm sick of bein' told to wait my turn

I don't wanna waste my time
Become another casualty of society
I'll never fall in line
Become another victim of your conformity
And back down

Heehee. I'm sorry. :) But sometimes this is true. Guess now it's not a secret anymore.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Big Balls (ACDC)

I'm rather upper class high society
God's gift to ballroom notoriety
And I always fill my ballrooms
The event is never small
The social pages say I've got
The biggest balls of all

I think that my friends have big balls. Hahahaha! Or that, the more plausible answer is that, I think they are socialites.

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Rael 1 (The Who)

The Red Chins in their millions
Will overspill their borders
And chaos then will reign in our Rael

The country of my fathers
A proud land of old order
Like a goldfish being swallowed by a whale

Rael, the home of my religion
To me the center of the Earth

My heritage is threatened
My roots are torn and cornered
And so to do my best I'll homeward sail
And so to do my best I'll homeward sail

Wow. I don't think I'm this... er, culturally patriotic. Culturiotic?

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Lips of an Angel (Hinder)

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

This sounds way too good. Death by lips of an angel... or maybe it means that I'm gonna die caught cheating. Haha.

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Bud Light Real Men of Genius: Mr. Airport Baggage Handler

Why just set a bag down when you can throw it, kick it, or simply ignore it?

Hahaha. No, I do not regret not being an airport baggage handler, nor never having kicked, thrown, nor ignored any baggage.

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Seven Nation Army (The White Stripes)

I'm gonna fight 'em off
A seven nation army couldn't hold me back
They're gonna rip it off Taking their time right behind my back
And I'm talking to myself at night because I can't forget
Back and forth through my mind behind a cigarette

Er...? Not actualyl funny. Bad Samwyn. Wrong song.

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Bud Light Real Men of Genius:: Mr. Bass Plaque Maker

Only a true artist like yourself can turn five pounds of dead fish into a work of art. In your capable hands we know that our trout will never look trashy, our croppy never crappy. Thanks to you we can say, "I caught this bass. What have you ever done?"

This will make me cry because of laughing too hard!!!

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Trust Me (The Fray)

We're only taking turns
Holding this world
It's how it's always been
When you're older you will understand

Is this a yes or a no?

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Fall Away (The Fray)

Something I've done that I can't outrun
Something I’ve done that I can’t outrun
Maybe you should wait maybe you should run
But there's something you've said that can't be undone

And you fall away from your past
But it's following you
You fall away from your past
It’s following you now

Yes, this is definitely scary.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Dear Prudence (The Beatles)

Dear Prudence, won't you come out to play?
Dear Prudence, greet the brand new day
The sun is up, the sky is blue
It's beautiful and so are you
Dear Prudence, won't you come out to play?

Yey, somebody likes me! haha. As if.

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Against All Odds (Mariah/Westlife)

How can I just let you walk away,
Just let you leave without a trace,
When I'm standing taking every breath,
With you, ooohhh,
You're the only one who really knew me,
At all.

Hmm. Who?

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Guiseppe Fortunino Pensiero (basta classical!)

So... nothing really hurts then. Or that I can't understand what hurts (because I can't understand teh lyrics!)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Corner of Your Heart (Ingrid Michealson)

Heaven Stops in 24 Hours

It's been a wonderful wonderful sembreak and I can't believe that today is the last day of it. It was great just hanging around in my room watching tv and sleeping and not worrying about having to finish reading something or writing a paper or whatever.

Although I didn't really do anything special, no trips or crazy partying (not even the Beyonce concert! Huhuhu!), I still loved my 4 weeks of nothingness. Who wouldn't want a month of no worries? I even fixed my distorted sleeping pattern! Now I'm awake at 7am and asleep by 10pm. Lol. I'm like 6 yrs. old or something, but at least that's healthy right? I've forgone the afternoon nap this week. Been busy. Hopefully I can keep this sleeping pattern up the whole sem.

The only catch is, sembreak=no allowance=broke. Seriously. My search for an income source kept me busy the last two weeks. This last week was the busiest. I've actually made 40 pieces of mini apple pies this week. Wow. I ate about 3 of them. I've only managed to raise about a week's allowance worth. But that's better than nothing, right?

So I'll end it here. I wanna watch Good Morning Mickey for the last time (even though I still can since my classes are all in the afternoon, this is the last time I'll be enjoying it because I'm not waiting for a class or studying later or whatever). I don't actually love it; it's just cute. And I wanna have a BIG breakfast. Yey!

Good morning Philippines!!!!

(Can't believe I've become a morning person!)

Alien Spaceship Chasing a Chicken, a Pig, and a Duck

Chicken Little is on on Disney channel. I haven't seen that movie yet, and now I'm not even watching it properly. Contrary to popular belief, this kind of movie requires a little bit of concentration. Now I don't know where those aliens came from.

Sigh. I blew my orals. I don't wanna think about it. What's important is that I have about a month and a half to pull them up to decent scores.

Wow, his movie is like, cartoon animal version of War of the Worlds. Weird. I did love the part where the pig and the duck were singing Wannabe in karaoke. That was hilarious.

The orange, three-eyed, furry alien kid is adorable... Aw. Maybe if gave one like that to Angus he'd be happy. Eee! How cute.

I actually have not much to say right now. Except that the rain stopped, and that's a bit of a bummer because classes could be canceled... I'm not even sure whether I want classes to be canceled. I've not much to do anyway... Which I think is time for me to do some long-postponed reading. Ha. Go me!

Next week will be Japanese week in a hotel. I forgot which one. I so love Japanese food!!! But then my friends scheduled a "get wasted" weekend next week. And my dad's gonna come home from a business trip that same weekend and bring my brother and I to lunch/dinner. Hmm. I really really wanna be there for Japanese week! But I also really really wanna be with my friends because two of them are gonna be leaving for abroad in a few weeks. And it will be months until I see them again.

Oh well. Now I have to go off and attend to my neglected diary.

07.07.07---> Lucky Day?

Today was supposed to be a lucky day. A lot of couples chose this day to get married because it's supposed to be lucky. Three sevens. What a once in a century thing.

I didn't even realize that today was supposed to be a special day until I heard it over the radio. I tend to forget the date.

Of course, I'm skeptical about these things, but nothing wrong is going to happen if I wait and see right? So I did.

Well, my day didn't start out great at all. i was supposed to meet my friend at the mall to watch Transformers this morning. The movie starts at 10:30 am so I set an alarm for 8:30 and for 9:00, just in case I'd fancy a 30-minute extension. I always do. And although the mall is just a 10-minute drive from my house, I still wanted to be up fairly early because I am so not a morning person so I move really really slow. But alas. The maid walked into my room to wake me up. I thought it was around 8 am because she always brings me breakfast or a cup of milk around that time everyday. Well, this was one of the days when she decided that I didn't need breakfast. I asked her what time it was. She said 11.

I would've filled up a well if I paid a quarter for every curse word I uttered that moment.

I was so embarrassed and sorry. I mean, okay, I didn't really invite my friend. I was planning on watching the movie alone but he overheard me talking to my other friend about it and he said that he'd go with me. So I agreed. Still, standing someone up like that is just really awful. I mean, if it were me, I'd be pretty upset. I sent him a text message right away, apologizing. Well, I wouldn't be surprised if he didn't reply, but he did. He was upset, but I don't know. He said he'd just eat a steak and he'd feel better. Lol. Happy food always works. Hopefully he's feeling better now.

So after that, I fell asleep again, woke up and had lunch, and fell asleep again for about half an hour. I know. I live the life of a pig. Then I got up, washed up and got dressed. I'm meeting my high school friends for badminton.

It wasn't a surprise to them that I'm late again. I was about an hour and a half late. Lol! I'm just that lazy. I mean, it's Saturday. Please allow me this time to be a sloth. Busy days lie ahead. I played a couple of sets, but they were already tired and a bit hungry, so they decided to go to the mall next door to eat. I was there for about an hour only. It was 4pm. I wanted to catch a 5 o'clock showing of Transformers so I told them that I'm heading home. Seemed like a waste of gas. Sorry, Dad. But anyway, they decided that they'd go with me to the mall near my house and they'd just have dinner there.

Traffic was heavy. We got to the mall at around 5:30 already. The movie starts at 5:50. I went a couple of floors down to buy some chips to munch on during the movie and also earphones for my mp3 player. Mine's been broken for like, a month already. I got my brother's earphones, and that broke too. Now I bought the expensive one by Sony so I'm sure that it'll last long.

Anyway, I still had to buy drinks when I got back to the cinemas but there was a line. Ugh! I was about 5 minutes late for the movie and I didn't see the very start. I'd just wait for it to come out on DVD. But it was awesome. Transformers was awesome! I remembered playing with those robots when I was little. Being the youngest, I got hand-me-downs from my brother, including toys. I didn't mind. I was a tomboy when I was young. I didn't know their names back then though. But now I absolutely love Bumble Bee!

BEE-OTCH! \m/

Optimus Prime was cool too. He was huge. I remember playing with that truck thing before. I had a hard time transforming him into the robot. They were really funny too. Funny robots. Hmm. Weird. Shia grew up huh. I remember him in Even Stevens. He still looks adorable. And Josh D. He's one big part of the reason that I wanted to watch Transformers. He's just so so hot! Fergy is so damn lucky. Anyway, I don't know. He didn't do a lot. The only cool thing he did was that motorcycle thing where he slid and shot the legs of one of the Septicons and killed it.

Did you know that the person who voiced Optimus Prime is the same person that voices for Eeyore?

So anyway, after that, I had to go home. I was thinking, maybe I'm gonna get lucky now. Maybe someone will offer free samples or whatever free stuff. Or Pizza Hut at the ground floor would suddenly give out free slices. But NO. What happened was my mom and dad kept on calling me on my mobile and I can hear them, but they couldn't hear me. So I was screaming "HELLO?!! HELLO?!!" at the mall and everybody was looking at me. Lucky, huh.

When I got home, I didn't get to eat much dinner because I was still full of the chips and Snicker bars that I ate in the movies. So now I'm kinda hungry. But my brother brought home some cold shrimp salad and it was great!

We watched Harry Potter 4, sort of like a refresher for the upcoming fifth. I'm really excited. Still made me cry a bit, that ending. Poor Cedric. I bet I'd need a box of Kleenex next week. It's Sirius this time...

So now, July 7, 2007 has gone. Still nothing. Nothing lucky or whatever. Maybe what's lucky is that my mom didn't kick my ass for not telling her I was going somewhere and watch a movie alone. But I was kind of expecting another kind of luck. Like, say, *someone* sending me a text message, just to say hi, or my long time friend who said that she's gonna hang around here yesterday, whom I waited for but didn't show up.

Well, it's official. The 07-07-07 myth was exactly that, just a myth, after all.

Happy Birthday Bloggie!

My blog is two years old!

Oh my gosh... I never realized. It just dawned on me how long it has been. Two years... Two years ago, I was a senior in high school. I was 17. I was eager and reluctant to graduate. I dreaded and looked forward to college.

Two years...High school seemed so long ago, and yet two years seem like a pretty short time. A two-year-old building can be considered brand new. A two-year-old company isn't stable yet. But two years of memories can fill up books.

I miss high school. I love it that I have good memories of high school 'coz I can't imagine what it would be like with nothing to look back to... I mean, sure, college has more freedom, but there's just too little time to hang out. We all have different schedules, and there's seriously so much work to do. It's more serious. Hay.

Anyway, as I said, so much work to do. I have four weeks of school left 'til summer vacation and I must say, my grades are far from ideal, as in far from passing. So this reminiscing stops here.

HAPPY 2ND B-DAY FLUFFY!!!

Today...

Well, ewan ko, Nakatulog na ako actually, pero bangag na bangag pa rin ako. Shemay. Kelangan ko na umpisahan ang revision ng paper at mag-aral ng Spanish. Pero tinatamad pa ako. Ayokoooo paaaa...

Ayan, ginawan nila ng english version ang "My Sassy Girl"! Hala. Sana naman matino yun kasi maganda talaga ang Korean original. And gusto ko lang eh at least sa eng version gwapo na yun guy. Mas kikiligin ako. Sa orig version eh...kunganong ginanda ng girl, yun din ang kina-oppositan ng guy. Yaks.

Sige, pipilitin ko nang maging productive.

BTW, nakuha ko na hard disk ko! Yey!

0_0

I've no idea what to say.

I'm feeling kinda sick. My forehead feels hot. Now the tiny itchy red spot (that could be a bite mark of a mosquito) is suddenly becoming alarming to me.

I've just gotten home from school an hour ago. I'm beat. I wanna just lie down and shut my eyes for the whole long weekend but we know that's impossible with three long tests and a research paper all due next week. The wrath of homeworks. Ugh. I have to spend every single waking minute studying or researching or writing. Drat.

So anyway, I stayed 'til 6pm in school to make lanterns for my org's org week! Yey! I'm being semi-active. I really wanna be an officer in my 4th year. Even just a low position.

I have no speakers. My brother borrowed mine. I'm gonna get his later. I really wanna watch this week's Heroes and Prison Break and of course, WWE Royal Rumble. I wanted to see New Year's Revolution first, but darn the download rate. It's so slow. I started downloading it like, three weeks ago and still it wasn't done. I started the Royal Rumble last night and when I came home, it's finished. Ha. I love my newly-formatted computer.

So anyway, I'm freakishly famished now. Bye!

Weekend Without Light

My start of the week is Monday, so Sunday is still a weekend for me. There's gonna be a black-out from 10pm tomorrow until Monday morning. It sucks 'coz I normally do my homework at night. Now I have to wake up early to finish everything I have to do. Ugh. I'm so not a morning person.

Body Clock

I've got to fix mine.

Or maybe I should just change my sleep patterns.

Here I am again, after vowing to be asleep by midnight, typing away at one in the morning. I've got a 7:30am class later which I'd probably be too sleepy to digest. Then I've got an hour to sleep before the next class. Before I know it, I'd be home again, and glad to be, so I'd catch the sleep that I'm missing right now. Then I'd be wide awake again this time of night tomorrow, and it just goes on and on...

I was supposed to do some research tonight, but I didn't, 'coz I woke up at 9pm.

I am such an oversleeper.

I really need to stop sleeping and get some work done!

Now I understand what my previous professor said about sleeping for the sake of sleeping not because you need to sleep.

Weekend! Hooray!

Oh man, I've been waiting for this weekend since Wednesday. I know, I know, it wasn't that long a week, but it really is for someone who just came from a two-week (still too short!) vacation. I kind of just went through the three days in a haze, lika a zombie. Waking up, going to school, sitting there taking notes and not really absorbing anything, checking my watch frequently, can't wait another minute for dismissal.

It was a good thing we had a free cut in SA yesterday, or else I would've missed another session, even though I would've been sitting right there. At 7:30 in the morning, it's not really a good time to jam my head with all that theory. I never really understood anything in SA. I get some stuff, I get the concepts, but it's not like in History where I can explain say, everything about the wives of Henry VIII.

Someone would need to explain to me exactly what we're supposed to do in the paper due this Tuesday.

So anyway, again, I'm probably gonna stay up late finishing up X-Men Evolution. It's great. I don't know why I never took interest in this before. It's actually better than the movies. Oh, hold on. Not necessarily. The movies has got Hugh Jackman, so that's a big plus... teehee.

Anyway, here's a random pic for the post.

Isn't it cool? It's a twenty-peso bill folded up a bit. I never knew Manuel Roxas looked like --->

BATISTA!!!

Cheese-cheese-cheeeesy!!!!!!

I love cheese popcorn. I go to the movies just to have them. The movie may suck, but as long as I have a gigantic bucket of cheese popcorn and a drink, I'm happy.

My friend and I were supposed to go see a movie earlier today, but schedules were suddenly changed so it didn't push through.

I was really looking forward to the nice big bucket of cheese popcorn...

So my mom asked me to go to the supermarket and get her some fruits and stuff. I got two boxes of popcorn and a small shaker of cheese powder. It's gonna be on my mom's tab so...that's great. :)

I'm eating some now. Oh my gosh... It's lovely.

I just have to find something good to watch...

I Told YOu I wAS dEPRessED

Your Depression Level: 48%

You seem to have mild depression. A lot of people fall into your range, and it's quite possible you don't need treatment. If you've been feeling this way for a while, you may want to seek help.

Are You Depressed?

Dysthymic Depression, to be more specific. Feeling sluggish, too. Loss of sleep...well, Theo's fault. But still.

I feel like throwing up right now.

I need some ice cream.

At Last!

The hell week is over! Okay, so the official torture starts on Monday (no, still not exempted. DARN IT.) But tonight, I've got nothing to worry about. No hasty cramming or whatever. Ah, the feeling of having nothing to do. I missed it. Of course, there are two more big projects to be done, but we're gonna brainstorm for them tomorrow. So tonight, yes, nothing's weighing my head down.

Ah, bumness.

So anyway, I would like to share a certain video (I've found the joy of posting videos!) we discussed in class for a communication theory (was it Technical Determinism or Uses and Gratifications? I can't remember.)

Hmm.

I think this is McLuhan's Technical Determinism. The guy's identity was amplified (even multiplied) in the sense that he could lie about it to make his chatmate like him, but his ability to say, keep a relationship was amputated because he can just be cut off easily, like being blocked.

Ok, if I didn't make sense, I'm sorry. Haha! Just watch the video, it's freaking hilarious!

I am Yoda

how jedi are you? :: by lawrie malen

I got Yoda!!! He's my favorite Jedi. It takes a lot of brainpower to invert every sentence you utter.

Maybe I gotta start doing that, just to appear smart...or totally weird.

Anyway, I've just finished updating the layout, as you can see (or not). This blogger beta thing is just so tiring. On one hand, the widgets are cool and easy to drag around. On the other hand, the previous pre-beta template was easier to tweak. And I love tweaking my template. I don't know. Maybe when I get more time, I'd probably shift back to the old one and tweak away.

Luuuuurrrrrvvvveeee......

I'm uber tired, it's almost 4 AM.

So why aren't I asleep yet?

Weeeellll........

I just realized that I could email the pics on my mobile phone to myself. Ha!

I don't have the USBs and stuff to hook the phones up to the PC to upload them pics, and my other phone's bluetooth just isn't working.

Yes, it's a lot of money (5php each! Geez!) but...I have no other choice. I'm running out of phone memory.

So...here's a li'l sumthin' sumthin' that I did.

I know, it sucks.

Cheesy-sucky piece of chicken sh*t.

But hey, bagay kami! Woohooo! I love you Chase!

I'm going to sleep now.

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I'm doing our psych project and it's already 4am and my brain feels like it's been hit with a sledge hammer ten times.

Weekend! Hooray!

At last! After a long effing week, the weekend has come!!! Goodbye hell week! And hello to another???? I hope not.

Yes, I promise to do my homework tomorrow.

Yesterday, my friends and I went to see Sukob. It's a Filipino horror film ( sa mga di taga-Pinas!). It's...well, okay. There are a lot of surprises but it wasn't that scary. Do I hear yelling of "The Ring Ripoff"? Yeah, kind of. What was with that crawling out the window thing? So Sadako.

After the movie, we looked for somewhere to eat. There's a whole lane of bars in GB3. People spilled out of them as the thumping music floated out their open doors. We were about to go downwhen there's this foreigner that's being chased by three security guards. And then the two companions of the first guy chased them, and then those other two guys got chased by three or four more security guards. Isn't it fun??? A live chase scene! Haha! It's actually more exciting than the movie. Eventually, the guards caught one of them (the one who looked like Justin Guarini -did I spell it right? sorry if it's misspelled!- of AI1) and was behind us on the escalator. My friends and I pressed ourselves to the side 'coz we thought they're gonna come pass us, but they just waited behind us. Ha! It was cool.

After that, we settled in Bubba Gump (after going through all the coffeeshops there; all of them were packed to the brim) and ordered desserts. We just talked and talked until about 1am. It was wonderful. I love just hanging out, you know, chilling and just catching up. Bonding. Preferably with food. Haha!

Sigh...

The other day, while I was in the car on my way home from school, I saw this guy walking on the street. I think he just got out of a jeep. He was carrying a duffel bag... colored PINK. My initial thought was like, "Hello, you're a guy and you're carrying a huge pink bag!" But then I remembered something about psychology and com100. In com100, about the celebrity culture. My uber cool prof said something about attaching too much meaning on a certain thing. In psych, it's about gender roles/equality. We impose the colors blue to baby boys and pink to baby girls. That's why when they grow up, they also have that notion to assign colors to the genders. I thought about that while we discussed it, and I thought, I'm not like that. I mean, I actually like seeing guys in pink. But then when I saw that guy with the duffel bag, the first thing I thought was...yeah, that. I realized that I'm one of those gender color specific people too. After denying it.

Yeah, go gender equality. When I give birth (okay, if) I'd ask my baby to be wrapped in white. Haha!

August Na

Wala lang, sinasabi ko lang na August na.

Haha! Nagbababoy kami ng kuya ko ngayon. Extended birthday celebration kung baga. Kasi 5 days lang ang agwat ng birthdays namin, kaya parang Pasko at New Year, nag-uumpisa sa birthday ko ang celebration at natatapos sa kanya (minsan naeextend pa...). Kaya ayan, I feel like I gained 10 lbs. over the past week. Ang sakit nga ng tiyan ko ngayon eh, di yata ako natunawan...

Good news. Sa wakas, natapos ko na isulat ang chapter 17 ko. Hay salamat! Isang linggo ko na 'yon pinagpupuyatan. Ngayon nakatunganga naman ako sa blank page ng chapter 18. Hay naku. Sana lumabas na ang lahat para matapos na. Sa tingin ko 2 o 3 chapters nalang ok na yan eh... Nabigay ko na kay Kutitay ang chapters 1-15, di pa daw niya inuumpisahan. Sana matino, hindi boring. Haha!

Hay, nararamdaman ko pa yung cake na kinain ko, lumulutang lutang pa sa tiyan ko...

Hala sige, kelangan ko na mag-aral para sa long test sa Fil bukas! Kakatapos ko lang magawa yung AD&PR requirements, print ad and storyboard... Well, di ko pa nadrawing, rough sketches lang and storyline... Naku sa Thurs na yan nakakatamad! Inaantok na ako!

Sinong Matanda???

Pasensiya na sa mga hindi makakaintindi neto... trip ko lang gamitin ang wikang Filipino... Sabagay, hindi rin naman maiintindihan ng mga Ingles lang ang salita itong paumanhin ko, abong saysay diba? Haha! Pampahaba lang ng sulatin.

Wala lang, opisyal na, ako ay disinuwebe na (tama ba ang aking pagbaybay?). Hay. Hindi ko pa nararamdaman. Pero nadadama ko na na tumatanda na ako. Nakakainis! Ewan ko ba, mas masaya maging disiotso kasi tipong oo nasa ligal na edad ka nanga ngunit kakatapak mo palang sa palapag na iyon kaya may lusot ka pa sa mga bagay-bagay. Pero ngayon, napagdaanan ko na ang isang taon ng pagkamatanda, kaya parang mapipilitan na akong magpakatino. Pero meron pa akong palusot. Nasa "teen" pa naman ako, at huling taon ko na ito para maging loko-loko. Hmm. Ano kayang pwedeng gawin?

Hay, ang pinakamasaya ko talagang edad ay noong didisiyete ako. Wala lang, masaya lang talaga.

O sige, ako'y inaantok na, naluluha na ako sa antok. Pero kailangan ko pang tapusin itong lecheng kuwento na ginagawa ko na hindi ko matapos-tapos! Nasa ikalabimpitong kabanata na ako, sana naman matapos ko na kahit iyong kabanata na lang iyon. Papatayin ako ni Kutitay, matagal ko na sakanyang pinagmamalaki iyon eh, tapos di pa niya mababasa. Whek.