McSteamy!

Okay, I have just got to say that ERIC DANE is so darn HOT!!!!!

Am watching episode whatever of Grey's Anatomy season i-don't-know, and he's the guest star.

McSteamy...

Yeah, he is.

Happy Birthday Bloggie!

My blog is two years old!

Oh my gosh... I never realized. It just dawned on me how long it has been. Two years... Two years ago, I was a senior in high school. I was 17. I was eager and reluctant to graduate. I dreaded and looked forward to college.

Two years...High school seemed so long ago, and yet two years seem like a pretty short time. A two-year-old building can be considered brand new. A two-year-old company isn't stable yet. But two years of memories can fill up books.

I miss high school. I love it that I have good memories of high school 'coz I can't imagine what it would be like with nothing to look back to... I mean, sure, college has more freedom, but there's just too little time to hang out. We all have different schedules, and there's seriously so much work to do. It's more serious. Hay.

Anyway, as I said, so much work to do. I have four weeks of school left 'til summer vacation and I must say, my grades are far from ideal, as in far from passing. So this reminiscing stops here.

HAPPY 2ND B-DAY FLUFFY!!!

Just Chillin'

Ah, at last. Freedom. Okay, not really, but at least I got to nap for 3 hours (is that still called a nap?) awhie ago. I so needed it. I feel refreshed, yet still sleepy. I wanna get in about 8 hours tonight. There's still a load of research and freakin' reports and projects hanging in the horizon. But I don't wanna think about them now.

So, as you know... I will be wearing black tomorrow. Ha-ha. I will be bitter. If couples have the right to be all disgustingly lovey-dovey tomorrow to the extent that I'd seriously puke, I reserve the right to be bitter. Bitter like a bitter melon. Bitter.

I HATE VALENTINES' DAY.

There, that's a start.

Anyway, my mom and dad are on a date tonight, which is kind of a first in many years. I can't remember the last time they went out, just the two of them, for a romantic evening. They went to see the Cliff Richard concert at Araneta Coliseum. I have no idea who Mr. Richards is, but I herd he's supposed to be famous back in the...'70s or '80s.

I'm glad to see that my mom finally has a life. I mean, she did have friends: a group of moms she met at my former school. She met them when my brother was still in elementary. There were four of them, I think. They go out and eat about once a month, but then they had a falling out about two years ago so...it wasn't much fun for her. Then she found her high school friends a year ago and there, she has a life again. She goes out more often and it helps a lot with her recovery from depression and all. Just peachy.

So...yeah. I'm gonna drown myself with tv-watching now.

Tra-la-la-la-la!

Wala lang, masaya ako ngayon. Hee hee hee! Sa wakas tapos na rin ang hell week! Sa wakas! Thank you LORD! Although prospective hell week then next week (including wed), pero basta. Masaya ako. Wag nang kumontra.

Celadon Week na next week hay! Sa wakas andito na rin. Pero prospective tambak trabaho rin 'yon. Tulong tulong lang ganun. My gosh. Pero okay lang. Feeling masipag ako ngayon. Papasok nga ako hanggang Sunday para lang tumulong sa pagset-up ng mga tents. Parang kahit anong itapon mo sakin ngayon sige lang! Kaya ko 'yan! Haha!

Okay, kulang lang ako talaga sa tulog at kabangagan lang ang lahat ng ito.

Pero talaga feeling masipag ako ngayon. Ang feeling feeling ko talaga noh? Leche.

May kasama nanga akong mag-iitim sa Wednesday eh. Yahoo. Kung pwede nga all-black ako eh. Maghahanap pa ako ng itim na pantalon na kasya saken. Wala na yata huhuhu. Pero still. Balak ko nga gumawa ng t-shirt na I HATE VALENTINES eh. Gagawin ko 'yon. Pag may panahon ako. At kung sipagin ako, kasi nararamdaman ko nang nagfflush down na ang kasipagan ko... In a span of five minutes o diba...

Sige, kakain na ako! Woohoo! Kababuyan!

Hasta luego!

Today...

Well, ewan ko, Nakatulog na ako actually, pero bangag na bangag pa rin ako. Shemay. Kelangan ko na umpisahan ang revision ng paper at mag-aral ng Spanish. Pero tinatamad pa ako. Ayokoooo paaaa...

Ayan, ginawan nila ng english version ang "My Sassy Girl"! Hala. Sana naman matino yun kasi maganda talaga ang Korean original. And gusto ko lang eh at least sa eng version gwapo na yun guy. Mas kikiligin ako. Sa orig version eh...kunganong ginanda ng girl, yun din ang kina-oppositan ng guy. Yaks.

Sige, pipilitin ko nang maging productive.

BTW, nakuha ko na hard disk ko! Yey!

OMG...

Naiwan ko ang hard disk ko sa library. I'm on panic mode. Kung mawala ko yun, my brother would never let me live it down (kahit mapalitan ko pa yun) at hindi ko na mapapalitan ang mga nawalang pictures.

Pero think positive lang. Think positive. Nasa lost and found yan. Sure yan. Kung hindi maglalaslas na ako...

Buhay Pa Naman Ako...

Wala na, nagdeteriorate na ang brain functions ko. Kakatapos ko lang basahin ang pages 111-202 ng Sci10 book ko. Naka-tatlong highlighters na rin ako. Crisis na ako ngayon sa highlighter. Kekelanganin ko na ulit bisitahin ang National Bookstore sa SM Sta. Mesa ngayong linggo para sa pag-aaral ko sa SA. Isa sa mga ka-OC-han ko siguro yun. Mamamatay akong walang highlighter. Well, depende. Sa mga may mahahabang readings lang. Basta ayokong nag-hihighlight sa notebook. Weird lang. Medyo nassmudge rin ang tinta ng bolpen. Tapos tagos pa sa likod. Ewan. Pero depende siguro kung rainbow colors ang highlighters ko, mas okay. Gusto kong makulay ang notebook ko. May differentiation kung baga ng hierarchy ng kelangan tandaan.

Actually, parang kelangan ko muna ng dump ng memory ng history ngayon. Well, siguro nagawa ko na 'yon kaninang long test. Lahat ng naisulat ko sa papel, kung baga parang recycle bin ang blue book ko. Pero kelangan ko pa i-restore ang mga 'yon para sa finals (na hinohope kong di ko na kelangan kunin, pero base sa test ko kanina, malamang kelangan). ANg nakakafrustrate lang eh tatlong araw kong inaral ang history. Isang araw para sa pagrewrite ng notes, isang araw para sa partial na pagbasa ng readings (dahil nagbasa rin ako para sa research paper) at isang araw (as in kahapon) na todo seryoso sa pagbabasa at paghahighlight. Kulang nalang kainin ko ang mga notes ko para madigest ko ang mga 18th at 19th century theories. Basta lahat kasali ang Capitalism. Pero kaninang test, ayun, anu nga bang sinabi ni Voltaire? Sino ba si Daniel Hume (Daniel nga ba ang first name niya?) Alam kong nabasa ko ang mga pangalan nila, pero di ko talaga maalala kung ano bang ginawa nila. Leche. Sabi sayo hindi talaga umuubra ng advance study sa akin. Tingnan mo, lahat ng cinram ko, iyon ang mga naalala ko. Pero ang takot ko lang kasi hindi ko matapos basahin lahat. Kaya ngayon, hindi na ako mag-aadvance study. Mag-aadvance-advance study na ako. Para sa unang advance, iyon ang highlight period at pag-aayos ng notes. Sa susunod na advance, iyon na ang muling pagbabasa ng mga nahighlight na. Highlight-happy ako eh (parang trigger-happy, with a highlighter lang nga, kaya lagi akong na-kicrisis sa highlighter. Siguro dahil na rin sa pagbili ko ng mumurahing highlighter na dalawang gamitan lang ubos na. Stabilo Boss na sa susunod ang bibilhin ko.)

So heto, limang minuto nalang tapos na ang brain-dead break ko, balik nanaman ako sa nakakadepress na Sci10. Una, nakakadepress dahil hindi ko alam anong standing ko kasi parang kagaguhan lang ang kinalabasan ng unang longtest ko (dahil burn out na ako noon. Umupo ako kasama ni Dim sa may grass sa tapat ng Escaler habang nagchachant ng "Ayoko na...Ayoko na...Ayoko na..."). Eto natapos ko talaga basahin lahat at matatapos ko ang magulo kong notes by mga 2Am mamaya. Gisising ako ng maaga para basahin ulit ang mga na-highlight ko para di ko na makalimutan. Basta ang naaalala ko ngayon andun rin si John Locke. Pambihira 'yang taong iyan. Nasa SA na, nasa history pa, ngayon nasa Sci10 rin! Di na nakuntento na isa siya sa bida sa LOST eh noh.

Sige, lalamon na ako ng Dunkin' Donuts. Walang funds eh, can't afford ang Go Nuts. Pero masarap rin naman ang Dunkin'. Iyan ang orig dito eh.

Ay oo nga pala, nagpapasalamat ako kay GOD na biniyayaan niya ako ng magagandang serve kaninang volelyball. As in mga apat na straight serves iyon na matino. Ang weird. Hindi ko alam paano ko namaster ang art of tossing the ball for the serve. Dahil ba sa kaba o relaxation o kabangagan due to facts overload ng history? Ewan. Sana sa mismong finals ganon rin agn serve ko. Iyon nalang ang matinong nagagawa ko eh dahil pag nasa court ako wala na akong silbi. Pwedeng clown o tagapulot ng bola.

My Eyes...

I think it's seriously destroyed. Oh my gosh. I've been reading and reading since Friday. Awhile ago, my yaya handed me a recipe to some sort of "miracle bread" to read and... yeah. I did that thing the old people did, you know, hold the paper away from my face and squint at it. Still, I couldn't read anything so I brought it real close to my face. There.

I am officially nearsighted.

I mean, my eyesight isn't really blurry, it's just that I kind of have to squint to read and to make sense of the words on the paper. Maybe it's my brain that's broken...hard to focus on stuff?

My head is full of history stuff right now... it feels heavy, but I've got about ten pages of notes to go through...

Nagsisipag

Minsan lang ito grabe. Nagising ako mga 10:15 kaninang umaga. Tinapos ko basahin yung chapter 21 ng history. Tapos nun inayos ko yung notes ko. Hanggang ngayon nag-aayos pa rin ako grabe akala ko mga 6pm tapos na ako. Inunderestimate ko ang kabagalan ko magsulat. Pero I'm happy. Ang ganda ganda na tingnan ng notes ko pwede nang pang archives!

Marami kasing distractions ang weekend. Una, anjan ang Disney Channel. Yey, Sky Cable Gold na kami. Sa wakas, meron na kaming Disney, Hallmark, Animal Planet, Discovery Channel at Cinemax. Yun lang nga gusto ko yung Chinese na Star Movies, pero sa premium lang yata yon. Ayoko na kulitin si papa, over na sa paghingi 'yon. Masaya na ako dito. Napanoos ko ang pop-up version ng HSM. Haha. Na-miss ko ang Mr. Bean grabe. Masaya talaga ang Disney.

Anjan din ang WWE. Si papa kasi pasimuno kaninang umaga habang nagbabasa ako nakikinuod. Nasusuka na kasi si mama sa wrestling haha. Pero natiis kong di makinuod non. Well, mejo pasilip-silip lang. Hehe. Kaninang 8pm talagang nanuod ako. Habang kumakain.

Sa pagsisipag ko, di ko panga napapanuod ang latest episodes ng Smallville, Supernatural, Prison Break at Ugly Betty eh. Tinitiis ko. Grabe. Kasi ang dami pang kelangan tapusin. I'd be so freakin' happy when this week ends. Matutulog ako buong next weekend. My gosh.

Anyway, kelangan ko na bumalik sa pagsisipag. Baka me-expire na eh. Kelangan ko 'to buong linggo huhuhu. Nakamamatay.

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I've no idea what to say.

I'm feeling kinda sick. My forehead feels hot. Now the tiny itchy red spot (that could be a bite mark of a mosquito) is suddenly becoming alarming to me.

I've just gotten home from school an hour ago. I'm beat. I wanna just lie down and shut my eyes for the whole long weekend but we know that's impossible with three long tests and a research paper all due next week. The wrath of homeworks. Ugh. I have to spend every single waking minute studying or researching or writing. Drat.

So anyway, I stayed 'til 6pm in school to make lanterns for my org's org week! Yey! I'm being semi-active. I really wanna be an officer in my 4th year. Even just a low position.

I have no speakers. My brother borrowed mine. I'm gonna get his later. I really wanna watch this week's Heroes and Prison Break and of course, WWE Royal Rumble. I wanted to see New Year's Revolution first, but darn the download rate. It's so slow. I started downloading it like, three weeks ago and still it wasn't done. I started the Royal Rumble last night and when I came home, it's finished. Ha. I love my newly-formatted computer.

So anyway, I'm freakishly famished now. Bye!

Cold Weather

We're experiencing some sort of a magical phenomenon here in the Philippines. I really don't know officially, but in my nineteen years of living, I've never experienced a cold weather like this. Sure, it's pretty cold during the rainy season with the storms and typhoons, but this one's different. This time, there is no rain. It's just cool. The sun is shining brightly, but the weather is cool.

I LOVE IT.

I actually have not sweat in the past three days, of course, except when I was at P.E. But it's just really amazing. I didn't have to turn on the air condition at night for three nights now. My dad's over the roof with glee. That's about two thousand pesos off the electricity bill this month. And if this cold weather goes on for the whole week (and I hope it does, for the whole month, maybe the whole year, maybe we could just skip summer altogether...) it'd cut our ginormous electricity bill in half.

Ah, refreshing. Melt, polar ice caps, melt.

Still, at the back of my head, I can't help to think that all this wonderfulness is brought on by climate change due to pollution...